Friday, 14 March 2014

Free Dome

The Free Dome project is an effort to give those without money another means to acquire basic necessities and luxury items previously only available to the wealthy and high status persons of the world. One percent is not a high enough percent of happy people, as far as I can tell. When we as individual people are doing well in life, that is to say without struggle, starvation, loneliness, or homelessness, we tend not to notice the vast amount of people going without.


Happiness, however, is not just based off of material possessions. Shocker. I know. There is a simple need that often goes ignored in the hurried and often confusing pace of life; relationships. There is something very simple, and yet very satisfying, about having genuinely awesome friends, family, and lovers. They give you support when you need it, bring you interesting information about topics you are passionate about, bounce ideas with you, share those perfect moments in life you wish you had a video or at least a picture of, and care about you. Just having other people around has been proven to make you feel healthier, richer, and happier.


In this era of technology, computers, and phones just about glued to our heads and faces, many people simply miss out on the connecting with others part of life, or shy away from it because of personal and financial insecurities. In other words, there are a multitude of people within your own community who don’t feel like they belong, and/or don’t know how to reach out for help. 24 percent of all Canadian deaths are from suicide. These are people, like you or I, who have likes, dislikes, dreams, realistic goals, and passions that may never be discovered or shared. It is the basic right of all people, from all parts of the world, to be happy.

http://www.notable-quotes.com/f/freedom_quotes.html


The way I see it, life is an epic novel and you’re the main character. The main protagonist is ultimately death, in what ever guise it chooses to take. It can come in the form of depression, lack of basic survival necessities, illness, murder, accidents, over-indulgence, ect. Although it may seem scary, it is inevitably met by all people. I like to see it like the Deathly Hallows story by JK Rowling. You spend your life fighting it, or running away, but eventually you meet it on level terms at the end of your time, embracing it like an old friend. I want my novel to be filled with adventure, friends, and hope before the final chapter. Our time on Earth is short, and so much of it has been filled with struggle, poverty, and death as far back as human records go. What also extends as far back as human struggle are the following systems : Barter System - the trading of items seen as equal in worth between two or more individuals. Monetary System - using a medium of exchange, dictated by the local government, to obtain desired items. I like to think back to my history classes at GMCS where multiple teachers expressed this golden tidbit; history is bound to repeat itself. Why? Seriously though. Can anybody tell me why we, being the supposed superior intelligence, are still running around in circles? I've recently been reading Becoming Human, a book by Jean Vanier, and have come to the alarming conclusion that people are basically good. Another shocker, I’m sure, when everything from the bible to the tellie is preaching that we are all inherently evil and must strive to control our beast like nature. To say ‘good’ is still kind of an incorrect way of saying that we are here. We exist. We are people. That’s it. No good or evil. No right or wrong. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBIxScJ5rlY Waiting on the World to Change - John Mayer This opens up all sorts of doorways, if you are able to accept that we are not the doom of our own race and/or planet. There exists these great instruments of power in every living human, also known as the ‘brain’. Try to stay with me, as I’m sure all of this information is just ‘mind’ (another word for the brain!) blowing. Over the years, we’ve developed our brain and used it to achieve all sorts of amazing things. We have the ability to make our own mountains in the form of skyscrapers. We can transfer new organs to people who would otherwise die without. We have even made a painting half the width of a human hair. But for some reason, even though we have the technology and resources, we still have people struggling to even WANT to live (that’s not to mention the millions who give their lives to live, and still die of starvation). After all that preamble, the real goal here is to very simply, very calmly, Give. How often does food go bad in your fridge because you have more than you could ever eat by yourself? How many people hoard money like a crazy cat lady does her feline friends? Who needs two hundred cats? And who needs more useless green stuff that’s main goal is to make human interaction as...well...interaction-less and inhuman as possible. It’s time to think about what you really want in life. Is it a jet ski, a house on the shores of California, or an airplane with your face scrawled all over it? Do you want to be a rock star, an acclaimed scientist, or a beloved environmentalist? What ever it is, aren’t you seeking recognition? Don’t you want to be loved? Yeah. It’s pretty simple. If you want an object to make you happy, you are going to be searching your whole damn life. And it’s going to be a sad one at that. Always moving on, always looking for something bigger, better, and more. More, more, more. http://www.larabar.com/connect/the-nutshell/we-make-a-life
We make a life by what we give :: LÄRABAR


What I’m offering, is the Free Dome project. It’s more an idea than a physical manifestation. I’m not asking you to open your home up to the homeless, feed the starving, or fix all of humanity's problems. If you are human, and you are reading this, you likely have enough on your plate as it is. The only thing I wish to transfer from me to you is this:


I love you, and you are capable of so much more than you know. When I meet you in the street, I will always try my hardest to smile, wave, and maybe even indulge in a conversation if you’re in a particularly good mood. I think you’re beautiful. I will always try to make you smile, because I love seeing the shine in your ever extracting eyes, taking in the world around you. I will always listen, even though I have the terrible habit of being really excited, and have to stop myself from jumping in from time to time. I will talk about anything with you, because I know how it feels to be heard, and I’d rather have a deep conversation with you any day over discussing the weather…..again (I mean, it’s either beautiful or crappy out, and we both have enough observational skills to figure it out pretty quick). I think you are the most amazing you I will ever encounter, and for some effed up reason, I genuinely want the best for you too. You are unique in every cell structure, idea, and passion that is you. I love that about you.


Further more, though I don’t always have much of value, I will listen to your requests, and will try to fill them as best as I can. I won’t overexert myself, or go against my own morals for you, but nor will I expect you to do so for me. I’m an artist first and foremost, so the most I can give are ideas and hope, but you can rest assured I will Give it freely. If you need a friend to do fun things with, to watch a movie with, to help you with a project, or even just to sit in silence and enjoy each others company with, I’ll do my best to be there for you.


https://www.etsy.com/shop/leftblankplease



Some days are harder than others. As a sufferer of Bipolar, I understand the ups and downs of life all too well. I struggle to keep any sort of balance in my life, and do a decent job of it thanks to my friends and family. I spend most days creating artistic endeavors such as clothing, jewelry, photographs, architectural design, characters, stories, songs, ect, to give away. I have an etsy shop I’m hoping to be able to have completely free some day. That is to say, the exchange of one cent will buy you as many cute things as you want. I’d love to have other artists join this effort, but I understand how impractical it all sounds. I hope to create a shipping company that uses honest frequent travelers to transfer goods, taking away the need to pay to ship items.


I imagine a world where people give because they can. In my perfect world, if you want to have stone tile floors, you go with a geologist who understands stones and rocks better than anyone, and pick something out of nature that you love, and will practically work in your home. Energetic individuals who enjoy the natural workout of labour would help you acquire enough to cover your floor. An enthusiastic artisan such as myself might then come help you install it, or maybe you decide you want to do it yourself, and learn the necessary skills to do so from a trained professional.


In short, I imagine a world where anything is possible (oh hey! Earth!) and the only boundaries are of our own imagination. In a better world, people go into professions because they are passionate and wish to revolutionize the way others see their fields of work. The Free Dome may also turn into a physical location where people can drop off new and old items for use, restoration, or just as resources to be used and reused. Give where you can, receive graciously, and be grateful for you are alive and well off enough to afford the internet, a privilege only 40 percent of the worlds population has.

http://sharlonimeraj.wordpress.com/about/

Tuesday, 11 February 2014

Once the Ball Gets Rolling

I started this blog with the full intent of acquiring the use of land to build my dream community on. I have been drawing up ideas and perfecting plans for it most of my life. Plans, dreams, and not reality. That's what I was thinking earlier today when I called Howard Small to talk about Big Head (land belonging to Billy and Donna Strickland) and the possibilities of developing my ideas.

It's funny, you see, because I could have missed out on all of this. We (Namen Wilcox, Kelly Green and I) picked Big Head in half seriousness. There is a beach there called Pandora Cove, and the name just kind of struck us. It's located on the back of Grand Manan, off the beaten track, just kind of sitting there. It seemed perfect to us in it's remoteness, possibilities for geological and natural resources, and it has a bog <3. My friends and I like to practice geology and go prospecting on the weekends in hopes of finding useful and/or rare materials. Pandora Cove is close to Sloop Cove, where there was once a copper mine. We figured, based on these facts, that the geology of the back of the island would be interesting to look into, and I began digging (for names, land ownership, size, you name it) up everything I could about this land.

http://bleuballoon.deviantart.com/art/Mist-Clearing-Grand-Manan-Copy-328135391
Mist Clearing, Grand Manan - Copy by BleuBalloon

As luck would have it, I made the most amazing connection with a couple who is just as passionate (if not more!) as I am about the environment, community, and art. The 'dream' that kept me up at night, had me spacing out for a good 1/4 of my life, that I'd given up on and started up again and again only in my own mind is actually becoming a reality. So now that I have the starting of my future masterpiece, what now? Work :D And lots of it. I've never been so thankful and happy in my entire life. Here begins a serious adventure, and where I end up, well, no one knows for sure :)

Ridenelle :

So lets get the basics down ; what exactly is this master plan of mine? Well! Let me just tell you what! I used to dream about running away from home almost constantly. My family life was fine, well, probably better than fine. I had a really great childhood with friends, family, and fun, not to mention all the support a girl could want. I was practically raised by the woods, though, and that's where I felt like I belonged. My friends and I were always building camps, playing on the beach or in the forest, camping, and arting everywhere.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0IDiVQxZYg


Living off of the land has always been my dream. My family is part native, and I've always turned to their old ways of living as an example of how I would like to live my own life. There are, of course, many things I wish to do differently.

I'd like to take an even greater step towards environmental protection by making this village, Ridenelle, a place where waste can be brought and recycled in the safest ways possible. This idea would provide a place for people to safely (and with good conscience) dispose of materials they no longer need, while also providing resourceful artists with free materials and the one thing that keeps all artists going : problems to solve. There would be a waste not want not attitude to this place, but not in a strict sense.

http://www.ecofriend.com/12-incredible-creations-that-take-recycling-to-an-extreme.html (a good site to check out!)


Ridenelle will be a place of community and life. For every road, building, or large project, there will be a festival calling for help from any person who wishes to be a part of the making of this beautiful oasis. Most of the day would be spent working on the current project, with food and beverages being provided for the helpers. The nights would bring rest, relaxation, and tons of fun. Local bands would be invited to battle it out on stage, show of their talents, and to entertain. Artists would be encouraged to set up stands with wares and game makers would be invited to tease and test the crowds.

Ongoing learning and the application of such will be a big corner stone in this community as well. Any artists who creates in the spaces made available in Ridenelle would be encouraged to share how they make use of seemingly useless junk, and turn it into brilliant one of a kind pieces of art. In the spirit of Rococo, house hold decor and furnishings will be made to once again be beautiful and ornate instead of solely functional. Each artist will strive to create and develop their own unique style. Although embellishment will be encouraged, all styles of art will be more than welcome, as fresh perspectives will be needed to keep the community thriving.



To keep things running smoothly, there will be a meeting/food hall in a general and centralized location on the land. Food will be prepared daily for those who wish to dine there and report what they've been up to, or gather information on tasks that need doing. This will not be a mandatory meeting place, but rather a place where those who love to cook can do so all day, and those who like to eat may also take part while sharing news, ideas, and hopefully some good cheer as well. Innovation and creation are the main goals here; keeping the ball rolling.

So where will all of the supplies and resources come from? Ridenelle. This perfectly self sustaining land will use natural energy resources to not only power itself, but also to put power back into the grid for other islanders to benefit from. There will be gardens cared for by those who truly love the earth, and that which comes from it, that will supply the people there with enough food to eat themselves and to share. Farming small amounts of animals will also be encouraged. With enough work, there could even be a market that sells/trades to outsiders.

http://www.deviantart.com/art/The-Vegetable-Seller-432808585


Oh yes, so we come to money. I hate it. Hate having it, hate spending it, hate the whole idea of it. I'm sure it was wonderfully useful at some point, but it just.....doesn't work for me. Those who live in Ridenelle can have it, of course, and can continue to make it if they so desire, but the end goal is to have no need for it. Everything we need will eventually be made there or imported from other environmentally friendly communities. I'd like to take this community back to the trade system, or better yet, the give system. Oh yeah, you read that correctly. GIVE. As in pass it on with no benefit (other than that nice feeling that comes with giving) to ones self. Because why not? This place will be a place of plenty, and if there's something some one needs, there should be no hesitation in filling that need. Quid pro quo, or better yet, you scratch my back and some day, should your back become itchy, I personally or some other will scratch it for you.

http://s3.amazonaws.com/rapgenius/scarface_money_power_respect.jpg

This actually grosses me out. Look at dem dead eyes.

Education will be passed along, encouraged, and freely given. With time, I hope to start a library of books of the world, and also those written by local authors. Along with the library, I'd like to see an art gallery that is a piece of art in itself that would be capable of permanently displaying local and great pieces of artwork. This will be a place of beauty, nature, and technology all working together. ~Balance~ There is only one real goal for this community, and that is quality of life, a good one at that!

Monday, 20 January 2014

I'm thinking about running away

 All my life long I have felt like I never belonged, or maybe, that I hadn't found my place just yet. So I looked around me and thought "At least these people belong. I'm glad they found their place in the world".

http://enjoy-loving-quotes.tumblr.com/
Enjoy Loving Quotes

 I started asking questions early on in life, (Why is the sky blue? Where do people come from? Why are you crying?) and as answers drizzled down, I made an alarming discovery. These people don't belong either. They also are searching for a place they can be happy.

 This lead me to the same hunt that they had been on, but with more zeal as I began thinking "If I'm not the only one looking, surely some one has found this place, or at least can help me find my own". As you can imagine, I was thoroughly disappointed. Not only had just about everyone given up on finding their place, but there were actually people out there telling people where they belonged.

 I thought this mind boggling. How could these people (rule writers, law enforcers, governments, ect) know what is good for an individual they may never even meet, let alone get to know so well as to tell them what is best for them? Not only can they not read peoples minds, but they haven't lived with them through their struggles, situations or infatuations.

http://media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/e0/ac/91/e0ac91d211724ea682196d5ad9ff5f7d.jpg


 It was around this time that I was turning five. You see, I have always been keenly interested in acquiring knowledge. I like to make informed (albeit irrational at times) decisions that will make my own life better. I also like to keep others in mind so as not to step on too many toes. I was excited for my first day of school, and devastated when that day came and proved that the people I was avoiding most were those who ran the school.

 I was told how to sit, when to play and work, and even whether or not I could use the wash-room facilities( there were also segregated bathrooms! Like I'd never bathed with my parents or seen anyone use the bathroom before!!). Disturbed, I was still intent on making the best of it because it was the 'norm'. This should have been my first red flag, but instead of listening to myself, I did as I was told.

The rest of my life has been near hell.

http://mrcbax.deviantart.com/art/February-Farm-Pond-Sunset-287573458


 I struggled my whole life, fighting every part of myself to act. I acted for my life. I carefully drywalled and crack-filled myself in; patching up any outbreaks or near disasters. This lead to, at twenty two years of age, an extremely uncomfortable life of substance abuse, suicidal thoughts, malnutrition, and a pile of debt. I tried anti-depressants to fix my brain, but they ended up pushing me into a state of psychotic mania I partially remember.

 All of the information I gathered at four-going-on-five revisited me and gave me a stern slap on the wrist. I looked at my tired old self in the mirror and saw a grey skeletal figure with sunken eyes looking back. It took me a while to connect that person with myself, because that is who I have become. Every day looking in the mirror shows a healthier, fuller, more colourful me, but my eyes remain the same.

 Two eyes : Hazel, more blue-ish grey than anything. My lids pull down in the bottom outers corners, like they are tired of closing. Dark pupils that lead into my racing mind.



 I look at them and say "You're not a bad set of eyes". They look back and say nothing at all (they're eyes! of course), but they seem almost to me to plead.

I imagine I know what they are pleading for, because I see the same look in every other set I see.

 I have decided to run away, or rather (as if you were approaching a lion) to walk purposefully away at an oblique angle without stepping on any toes or stimulating feelings of the wrong sort. I do not wish to be gobbled up, but to live a long and natural life.

 I found my place while dreaming, once (I day-dream more often than not). I saw a wide field with trees along the edges. There was a cool pond with reeds playing with the wind along the banks. There were wild flowers littered like stars amongst the grass, and birds adding to the quire that was igniting in my mind. I could see myself living there forever, surrounded by life and love, and making a quaint home that could hold me and my own.

http://www.deviantart.com/art/Fantasy-landscape-Fields-427591420


No greed.

http://www.deviantart.com/art/waterfall-painting-425818389


No authority.

http://skypirate00217.deviantart.com/art/Invigorating-Light-165329180


No thousands of people dying and coming to me through the tv.

http://www.deviantart.com/art/Freedom-428318186


 This sounds appealing to me, as I've never been afraid of labour or hard work. I call it Ridenelle, and intend on making it real. Maybe not so specific as my mind was, but perfect for me.

 My hope is that maybe Ridenelle will not just be my home. Maybe it will be more than a place, or an idea. It could be freedom. Not from hard work, that will always remain. I hope to make this a place for the free:
Those who wish to do as they please without having to pay dollar amounts to do so when money has become no longer useful (in my opinion it has long outlived and failed it's original purpose). A place that is self sustaining and regards nature as equally important as it's own survival.

 I am beginning on the long journey that will carry on until my end, and as well, asking for the aid of any who agree with, or have insightful criticism for my ideas. Feel free to comment or contact me for conceptual input. May your day find rest in sleep and peace :1

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